Vacation

I came back from my vacation ( I was with my BF for 4 days as a gift from my mother because I've passed the year ).
It was really wonderful , but I didn't have my PC so I couldn't write or read your posts.
It was hard to hide the fact that I'm not eating again from my BF , and even harder not to eat when he makes us a romantic diner. I still have 110 pounds , so I didn't gain anything back.
I will have to make this post short , 'cause I'm kind of exhausted.
I'll post something tomorrow. I stopped by just to say hello.

Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin!

Lila Thorne

Perfect Ana

Today I saw Ana.
I was with my mother in shopping mall and I saw her . She was all skin and bones. I had to act because of my mother and say “Oh , I’m so sorry for that girl” , but the real case was that I so wanted to be her. She was so beautiful, pure and perfect. She wasn’t weighting more than 80 pounds , I’m sure. I have an eye for those things.
I can just say that I will try, and if I fail I will try again.

Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin
Lila Thorne

Math exam

I had my maths exam today. I nailed it. Need to go tomorrow to school to do some paper work and I will be third year of High Medical School.
Now here is the bad part. I gained a little. But nothing terrible. I can't be unhappy now. I passed the year!!!!!!!!!

Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin
Lila T.

Lose 6.6 pounds in 4 days

So how did I do this?
Well my intake plan was 500kcal or less. One day I ate about 200 to 300 kcal, and the second 500 kcal , so I was eating. The intake is important, but it wasn't the intake that made me lose the weight so rapid.
I don't know what precisely made me lose all that weight, but I will tell you what I did.
I was cleaning the house, the dishes, going to shopping.
I was studying chemistry for about 5 hours everyday.
And a little dirty thing - well today I had made love to my bf.

All this things that I did burned every calorie I have eaten and much more.

I didn't workout!!! ( well I didn't have the time for it )
So If you are up to it, this is a good plan for everyone that has exams. Studying makes you burn calories the most. ( my experience with studying )

I hope this will help someone. It helped me.

Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin

Lila Thorne

W is for double victory

I passed chemistry (I've got an C!), that's the first victory. The second thing is that I reached my first goal weight. I'm officially weighting 110 pounds. I gave myself a spa treatment as a gift.
In the next post I'll tell you how did I manage to lose all that weight in so little time.

Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin

Lila Thorne

12 hours

In less then 12 hours I'll have to do my chemistry exam. I'm on a age of having a nervous meltdown. If I fail I'll have to repeat the whole second year of medicine high school. Oh shit.

I came here so I could take a break .

I want to share with you one of my favourite songs.

Chemistry Is Evil

I've done some house work again, but not so much as the day before. My mother let me go on a coffee with my bf M. and I was so happy. I didn't see him 10 days and I used to see him everyday. We are together for a year now. But my post isn't about that.
When I got home I ate and begun studying.
I mean I studied for 6 hours and didn't finish it. I have to know it all if I want to pass the year and yeah by tomorrow.
I'm sick of it.
The good thing is I've lost over a pound , yeah I'm 112.2 pounds right now.
I'll post tomorrow to say If I passed chemistry or not.
Love you all , you make me feel not so alone on this path to perfection.

Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin!

Lila Thorne

Smart play

Yesterday was amazing. I was in a mood of working around the house and it gave me some good (amazing) results.
The story:
My mother was on work (she doesn't have a full time job, just works with some magazine papers) and she told me to cook something for my sisters ( btw they are older from me 5 and 7 years). I made them a lot of food (didn't try anything that I cooked, I know it's good)and then I couldn't stop. I did the dishes and washed our clothes, just worked around the house.
I ate a little for lunch ( 74 kcal ). Drank coffee and I have to say I ate some fruits after that (100kcal) .
My mother came home and saw that the house was clean and she was so proud of me.
And when she is proud of me she doesn't want to control me ( how much I eat , how much I study ,...)
I made her diner and I ate (watermelon - I ate about 31.5 kcal)
Then I went to sleep.
Today I woke up and gone right to the scale. I lost over 3 pounds. I was in shock.

Review: If you work around the house you'll make your family happy, they wont control you and you'll end up loosing weight.



Stay strong
Think thin
Be thin

Lila Thorne

Yesterdays breakdown

In 3 days I will know if I passed my school year or not. I was so stressed with learning chemistry and mat, so I was eating like a maniac and wasn't on any program.
Yesterday I had a wake up call from Ana (metaphor).
I must go on some intake plan and because my stress isn't going to get any better I decided to eat 500kcal a day until 20th august .
When I pass chemistry I'll go on Gone 3000 (20th to 26th, including 26th) and if I pass mat I'll go on Fading week until September ( 5 days).
When September starts I'll have a 5 day preparation diet that means I'll have an intake of 500kcal and will exercise a little.
Then when the new school week starts I'm starting something new.
It's a surprise.
HINT: It's more than a diet.